Changes

It has actually been almost four years since my last post ( I know, WOW!). In those years, I have had 2 children, one beautiful angel on earth and another in Heaven. I guess the latter is the motivation behind my need to blog once more. To see all that God has done and is doing in WORDS.

I am at a point where I know God wants me to trust him with every aspect of my life. With my dreams, marriage, children, grief , everything! This is not easy for me because I love to be in control. I am constantly figuring out the solutions to things. There are however somethings that I cannot fix and God is using those things to build a deeper more intimate relationship with him. Is it easy giving up the controlling tendencies? Definitely not! But I am learning to go to him first before going to my 'well of wisdom'.

You see God loves us so much that we CAN trust him. That is the key thing for me. He is not a man that he should lie (Num 23:19) and he has said and shown me through the cross that yes he does love me! His love envelopes me constantly, meeting me in my every need. You know Andrae Crouch was sooo right when he said the blood NEVER loses its power!